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Hi friends,Today I want to share my experience with you . This incident taught me many things. I would like to call it near death experience. But it depends. Other people can call it as act of stupidity.
Actually it happened like this. In last year, when I was working in the hospital, I accidentally got pricked by the needle of the patient. That patient was fortunately not infectitious so I did not care much. Now after some months, in these days I became so nervous thinking that I should have tested myself for the HIV. I suffered by depression in the extent that I lost my night sleep and the seven days for waiting the results meant like seven years to me. I can not write what kind of thoughs occupied me in these days. I felt isolated and alone. I even assumed my sucide also.
But the good news is today I received my result and it is negative.
I know that I am the kind of person who is very vulnerable to any kinds of worries. I lost my regular routine. In these seven days I came to know that how the terminally ill patients live the life full of sufferings.
Now I believe that it really does not matter how long you live. What matters how you lived and helped others to enjoy their lives.
Hope you will agree with me.
posted by mintykulkarni @ 3:44 PM
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