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Hi friends,Today I want to share my experience with you . This incident taught me many things. I would like to call it near death experience. But it depends. Other people can call it as act of stupidity.
Actually it happened like this. In last year, when I was working in the hospital, I accidentally got pricked by the needle of the patient. That patient was fortunately not infectitious so I did not care much. Now after some months, in these days I became so nervous thinking that I should have tested myself for the HIV. I suffered by depression in the extent that I lost my night sleep and the seven days for waiting the results meant like seven years to me. I can not write what kind of thoughs occupied me in these days. I felt isolated and alone. I even assumed my sucide also.
But the good news is today I received my result and it is negative.
I know that I am the kind of person who is very vulnerable to any kinds of worries. I lost my regular routine. In these seven days I came to know that how the terminally ill patients live the life full of sufferings.
Now I believe that it really does not matter how long you live. What matters how you lived and helped others to enjoy their lives.
Hope you will agree with me.