Thursday, March 02, 2006

Emptiness

Hi friends,
Have you ever been in the stage of emptiness? Whole life seems the failure and all people around you seem more lucky than you? All the dreams look mirage and all the efforts worthless?
Well, I am in a blue in these days. Kinda lost the aim of life.
Actually it is a very long long story . In short, I am unable to study or work in the field I want. As a married woman I am living the life of housewife which I hated most. Now this will help you to understand my pschological condition.
My concept of rest when I was busy in my job was to read books , watch tv and surf on net. Now I am so bored with these things that I want to work for 24 hours and seven days in week. I am pretty sure I will really enjoy it. I want tension. I want deadlines. I want team-work. I want challenges. Basically I want group of people around me.
That is why I started volunteering in hospital. Let see how it works.

1 Comments:

At 3:44 PM, Blogger Abhi said...

I do understand.Although I am at a boys hostel where life is as busy as that of a mother of nine kids , I can imagine.But this hospital initiative is really useful minty jee , you can keep yourself busy as well as help people who really need help.All the best ! :)

 

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