Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Test

Hi friends,
Today I want to share my experience with you . This incident taught me many things. I would like to call it near death experience. But it depends. Other people can call it as act of stupidity.
Actually it happened like this. In last year, when I was working in the hospital, I accidentally got pricked by the needle of the patient. That patient was fortunately not infectitious so I did not care much. Now after some months, in these days I became so nervous thinking that I should have tested myself for the HIV. I suffered by depression in the extent that I lost my night sleep and the seven days for waiting the results meant like seven years to me. I can not write what kind of thoughs occupied me in these days. I felt isolated and alone. I even assumed my sucide also.
But the good news is today I received my result and it is negative.
I know that I am the kind of person who is very vulnerable to any kinds of worries. I lost my regular routine. In these seven days I came to know that how the terminally ill patients live the life full of sufferings.
Now I believe that it really does not matter how long you live. What matters how you lived and helped others to enjoy their lives.
Hope you will agree with me.

2 Comments:

At 12:08 PM, Blogger Abhi said...

Man , this is a real scary thing ! I cant really imagine what you went through as I have never been in such a situation , but I know it can be really tough and life changing thing.Hope you never go thru such stuff again.Live and be happy now ! :)

 
At 2:31 PM, Blogger mintykulkarni said...

Hitler's soul- Hey, glad to know that you visited my post. Actually I am regular reader of your blog and off course great fan.
Well, all situation was really breath taking and unforgettable. I wrote this because I want to warn the other people like me. Hope it will help.

 

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